Words Never Spoken  / Ashanti OLoughlin (Cousin (Younger sister) )

Kaytlen your gorgeous I can still see you prancing round the room with not a problem in the sky.

I remember all of the fun times we had and I remember all the arguments.

I miss you like crazy I miss you so bad.

I wish You were here I wish I could wake up tomorrow and come to mumz and give you the worldz biggest hug.

But I cant and it hurts so bad.

I haven't come to see you in so long but its only because every time I drive past or every time I stop by my heart breakz I dont wanna hurt any more.

I just want you back, I wanna see you jumping around and making trouble and causing chaos and making things and learing stuff .

I miss it  i miss it all.

I didnt realise how bad it would hurt if something like this was to happen.

but now I do and it hurts so bad.

If their was a word more Meaning full  than love I would use it.

Kaytlen Marie Destiny Nisbett!!!!!!!!

I love you so much and I will always remember you.

If love could change the way things are
you would live forever and go so far
You'd know that I am always there
That I'll always love you, I'll always care

But love can't change the way things are
Or stop your pain or mend your scars
I hope that love can let you know
Not to give up or ever let go

Even when you're not in sight
You're in my thoughts day and night
Love is what will keep you there
And make me thankful for all we share

mwaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

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WHERE DO BROKEN HEARTS GO  / Mummy
It has been 3 long years since I have seen your smile, since I have heard you laugh, I miss you like you would never believe, my heart aches with every waking hour....Our family is no longer a family without you here and Mummy and Daddy can no longer continue trying to make it work as neither of us feel fufilled without you here...There are hard times ahead of us again but I am sure they are not as hard as living each day without you...I thank you Kayti for everything that you taught us many valuable lessons in life and never to take a day for granted, life is to short to live in misery as in the flicker of an eye a life can change forever...I love you honey and I miss you always....Stay with me darling as I need your strength to cope.... Close

that time of year  / Auntie Essa
well kay-t-lyn it is that time of year again and they seem to roll around so fast. as i get another year older today your death grows another year older with me.. forever joined together by this day.

i miss the fun times that u, me, mum and gage shared. All the tears and tatrums joined with love and laughter. lol

it brings a smile to my face when i think of all the crazy things u got up too. your cheeky smile and of course the forever runnin round in the nic.... if u got flaunt it aye my girl.

i hope that u are watchin ova mum, dad and rosa today and makin sure that they are all copin with another year without u...

gage misses u terribly and he'll quite often remind me of things that u did that my poor forgetful mind had forgotten. u too were such gud mates.. (even though u both fought with each i no the two of u loved each other dearly)

well its hard for me to write down how ur loss has effected me but i no that u will be with me forever. and there will never be any one like u.... u were so special and those deep melting brown eyes could soften even the hardest heart.

so. be forever young in that big kingdom that you live in. watch ova all those u hold close in ur heart. and never forgat that even though u are not here. u will never be forgotton.

always in my heart. 
Auntie essa....

Gage wants to no if u still have the other half to the $5.

love forever.xxxxxx
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so sad  / Sara Scheid (angel mom to Reid )
I do not know why your little girl passed or maybe I have not read that info yet on this web page but when I saw the picture of you holding her as she passed I broke into tears. She looked so peaceful and content to be with her mommy. Maybe I am just having a bad night myself as I too have lost a child but not in the way you have. Sometimes I think My loss is not as hard as others and as I see pictures like that my heart breaks for you. I do not know how you lived through that moment. I know you must feel the same as I too do not know how I am still here breathing and alive when all I feel inside is like I am dead.  I am so sorry. I did not mean to come here and cry to you I meant to tell you your story touched my heart and just made me cry like I havn't in weeks.  I hope your little girl likes babies and is now looking after my little baby wherever they are together. 
Sara
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I wish you were here,  / Mummy

My little Kaytlen
I really wish you were here darling. I have just finished packing up your bedroom ready to move house and it has been so hard, your clothes are still in your draws as they have been for the last 2years, I have had to take your photos down off the wall which I absoultely dreeded, they are going up in the new house but you are not here to tell me whether it looks good or not...I know that you will follow us in spirit but it is not the same as having you here with us giving us all directons and playing management control...I miss you darling and want you to know that you are always in my heart...Like Daddy said you are the best friend anyone could want you had such a big heart...I MISS YOU SWEETHEART...Love you forever and a day...Your Mummy:(

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Deares Kaytlen (MY LITTLE CAVEMAN)  / Auntie Ninna (God Mother )
Hey Kaytlen, just wanted to write to you & say a big hello to you up there.  Well alot has happend since you left us just over 2 years ago, All your little friends have grown up & especially your lil sista Rosie Posie ( i sure she wants to be just like you haha).  I think about you every day & every morning i look at you before i leave for work that is the Pixie photo of you when you cut your hair haha...
Ya know its still hard to believe that your up in heaven an i'm sure you are having more fun up there & cracking up at us all doing the silly things that we do. Don't you be tellin no one what ya see me do lets keep it our little secret.  OK

Thanks for coming & having a talk to me a few weeks back & i told mum that you said that your okay, you should have heard the relief in her voice when i told her that i'm sure thats made her feel a whole lot better.

Anyway thats enough from me for now, u take care, i gotta get back to work but thought i'd try this site out.
Can't tell you how much i miss u & no amount of wishing you were here makes it better but want you to know I LUV U HEAPS

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Two years  / Aunty Lisa, Uncle Ian And Nikita

Two years ago today we stood by you, holding your hand and kissing your sweet head.
Two years ago today the nightmares began.
Two years ago today, Where has the time gone??
We can still hear the sound of your voice ringing in our ears, I mean really it was load enough, was that so we never could forget it?
Well we won't.
Two years ago, It opened our eyes to how precious life really is. Yet look what we have come through in that time...

((Oh, And sweetie, those girls by the way are your cousins.))

Kaytlen, Nikita misses you and still tells us about you and all about how big you would be if you were here with us.
She has even made some pages in her book about you.

Kaytlen, We all miss you heaps sweetie.
No amount of wanting will bring you back and that just really sucks, actually it more than sucks but I best not say it.

We will Love you always.

Love us.
xxxooo

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merry xmas  / Auntie Essa &. Gage
 dearest Kaytlen...
you are forever in my thoughts, and not a day goes by without missin your cheeky smile.... i miss not seein u open your presents even if it was days before xmas.. i miss not shoppin with mum to decide what to by you.... actually i miss everything about you. another xmas has rolled around and i wonder what kind you are havin in that big manison in the sky.. i hope santa brings you lots of toys( as im sure he travels to heaven).. well merry xmas my sweet. watch over mum and rosa. with all the love i can send you. forever in my heart..
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friend / Dessa Smith (friend)
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Look after the babies darling  / Mummy

My special lil girl, since you have been gone two of your cousins have come to join you in heaven.  The are Eden and tonight your newest cousin Laine came to join you both.  I know that you will look after them for Aunty Lisa.  Baby I need your stregnth and support at this time.  Tonight has brought back many memories of the morning that you left your life here on earth.  My heart remains shattered and I still do not comprehend why you were taken so young.  I know that you are safe in heaven and that you are looking down on us each and every day. I LOVE YOU so much lil girl and miss you everyday.  I am the luckiest Mummy in the world to have had such a special daughter....Thank You for choosing me to be that Mummy.  You have taught me so many things about life and for that I give you my honour....Darling I love you my lil cherub.....Look after Laine and Eden and let them know that babies don't really smell that was only a joke we do love them really....Mummy is going to sleep now...I will give you enough kisses and cuddles to last you til morning and I will give you more when I awaken....I love you sweetheart..........Forever your MUMMY...

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Happy Birthday  / Aunty Lisa
Happy Birthday my Darling.
Aiunty just wanted you to know that I Love you and will always love you cause you are with me everyday even thou you are not here on earth with us.
Keep smiling love and be a good girl.
Love you darling.
XXXOOO
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When Tomorrow Starts Without Me  / MUMMY

When Tomorrow Starts Without ME

When tomorrow starts without me
and I'm not there to see
The sun will rise and find your eyes
are filled with tears for me

I wish so much you wouldn't cry 
the way you do today
While thinking of the many things
we didn't get to say

I thought of all the yesterdays
the good ones and the bad
I thought of all the love we shared 
and all the fun we had

If I could relive yesterday
Just even for a while
I'd say Goodbye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile

But then I fully realised 
That this could never be
For emptiness and memories 
will take the place of me

So when tomorrow starts without me
Don't think we're far apart
For everytime you think of me
Im right here in your heart....

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Donna And Ronny  / Aunty Kiri Uncle Pix Kendall Leroy Jacob (Da cuzzies )
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letter for Kaytlen  / Lisa (Aunty)

Dear Kaytlen,

Hello beautiful!
I hope you are having fun up there with all your angel friends.
We miss you so much down here, but I guess you know that.
Nikita she misses you so very much, she stands at the window on a clear night and looks for you in the stars, you and her bubba Eden.
We were so sad that you weren't going to meet your baby cousin but I guess we were wrong, I hope you enjoy having her there with you. Nikita was a bit worried that the fire works might scare Eden but we assured her that she was safe with you, 'cause you are brave and would look after her.
Nikita always talks about how brave you are, She thought the world of you hun she really did... she still does.She couldn't wait to be 5 like her Kaytlen so that she too could be that brave...(Our lil secret=she isn't that brave!!)
I miss your cheeky smile, we all do.
Be a good girl k babe!!
Will write to you again soon, Love you forever!!!
Hugs and Kisses..xxxooo
Love Aunty Lisa, Uncle Ian and Nikita.
XxXxOoOoXxXx

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